The theme for January : New Beginnings
because its time to let go of the past and move on,
each year brings with it new hope that things will get better :)

Thursday, January 5, 2012

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MeW0Sl0tNS8&ob=av2e

Brave

Lately I’ve been so choked up,

But I also have so much to say,

Something I’ve been reluctant to tell you,

But I’ve gotta get it out today.

It’s something I’ve been denying,

To myself and everyone around

You don’t have to say anything,

Please just hear me out,

We’ve been friends forever,

And I hope this never ends,

But as much as we fight,

We’re always able to mend,

I never completely understood why,

I could never push you away,

And after I get this out,

I hope that you will stay,

I’m starting to feel differently,

I can’t figure out why,

I don’t expect anything from you,

This is for my peace of mind,

I’m risking everything by telling you,

Many friendships are at stake,

I hope nothing changes between us,

I hope that nothing breaks.a

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Cross-Roads

I'm stuck at a cross-road,
Where I have to choose a path.
How do I pick between,
Two pieces of my heart?

There's so much pain,
Kept inside me,
I'm beginning to go numb,
Why can't anyone see?

Why does it always have to be,
Either this or that.
I cannot make this choice,
I'm about to snap.

I wish someone would come,
and take me by the hand.
To guide me through,
To show me how this ends.

All I want is a chance to be normal,
To have a functioning family.
To build a haven,
around people who love me.

Is that too much to ask?
To have a chance at happiness?
Is it fair?
To leave me with this emptiness.

I'm stuck at a cross-road,
Where i have to choose a path.
I can't make a choice,
I'll just have to wait for this to pass.

- Rasna Lertnamwongwan